#Al fatihah

I miss you dad!

[AL FATIHAH!]

I try not to cry,I really try.  But sometimes I just cant help it & let a tear drop. 

Nobody knows how much I miss you DAD. you know what, when i'm not felt his presence for a long time & to dream of that. 

then, suddenly i have to wake up knowing that he’s not around is just painful. The rushes of emotions I get when I see other kids with their dad,wishing I could have those moments back.
This house doesn't feel like home anymore. Every inch of the house is flooded by memories of you. I wish you were here dad.I wish you could see the things Im doing. really2x need u very strong! 

but, what can i do.. ALLAH lebih syg ngan bapak gik..

I promise you dad,I wont let myself go to waste. I'll study & work hard till I get to the very top. No matter what,Ill succeed.
guys, u know what.. 

it is never easy when kta kehilangan org yg paling kta sayang.. paling paling org yg plg rapat dgn kita.. 

Some people have the heart to snicker & stare at me when I laugh & have a lil bit of fun. All they see is the heartful laughing.
They don't see the days I spend crying my heart out & when my friends have to struggle to comfort me cause I just wont stop bawling my eyes out. They don’t know how painful it is when I wake up in the morning from a dream of him. :'(
I'll pray for you till my last breath dad,I promise! 

hurmm...i think,
 better i stop typing now. 

I'm already crying and I should stop before I get too emotional. 

I wont cry,I wont cry,I wont cry. 

In my heart I will keep you big uggy man,nobody! 

I repeat nobody will take your place dad..

[AL FATIHAH]